~surprise..surprise..~

pheww...smlm adalah hari yg sgt2 la mengejutkan..surprise sgt sbb betul2 x sangka..i'm speechless..
anyway, thanks Allah..atas kurniaan rezeki mu..
p/s:kawan2,ape yg surprise tu nnt i update later yeh..now nak packing baju..nak balik kg..

puasa smpi kol 11 jer..

hari ni dah masuk hr ke 4 puasa..tiap2 hari bile sesape tanye, mimin pose x??jawapannye mesti,POSE!!! walaupon sebenarnye 1st n 2nd day, pose tahan smpi kol 9 jek..semalam smpi 10 lebeh..n today..tadi dpt sms from my momma kat umah bgtau mimin pose smpi kol 11!!maybe berkat bersahur pg td agaknye..well done mimin..chaiyok2!!

as for harith..bile balik umah tny, harith pose x??jwpn nye mesti..ACE!!pastu tny lagi,harith dah makan??jwpnnye..DAH!!hehe..bley gitu??kalo pose camane bole dah makan..huhu..ni kompem x fhm maksud pose lg..ape2 je lah..anak..

yang penting time buke kang sure korang yg plg kecoh..mcm dah 2 hr x makan..masing2 berselera..kalo kat pasar ramadhan pon beli sume ikut selera korang jela..for me,tgk korang makan pon dah kenyang!!(ecececeh..konon)

ok,selamat berpuasa!!

~be honest~

drama sebabak mimin n her wah(grandma)

mimin : wah, u always keep things yg basi already(maapkan english budak sekolah cina)
wah : when??bile wah simpan bende dah basi??
mimin : come on la wah!!BE HONEST (pronounce dgn bunyi 'H' yang amat jelas..)
wah : what is honest??
mimin : honest la..kalo kite jumpe cincin, kite kene give back to the owner..(sebijik contoh dlm moral book die..heheh..)
wah : its honest la wif silent 'H'..
mimin : no la..my teacher said,be honest (degil nak jgk ikut sebutan yg teacher die ajo..)
wah : suke ati la..ingat wah x tau english ke??wah lg sekolah omputih tau..(ayat malas nak layan)

superrr active!!

orang tua2 ade kate, kalo budak demam or sakit, ade benda baru die nak belaja..betul ke??for me, i TOTALLY AGREE!!!
harith pas baik ni bukan main aktif lg..smpi x cukup tgn nak handle..sian my mom,kadang2 balik keje tgk die berpeloh2 sakan,kejor harith katenye..
molot die pon bukan main lg skrg..antara title cartoon kat channel 611 yg die tau..
Ninja Boy, Loopdidoo, Ozie Boo, Hagemaru, Fukuchan n fevret die Detective Conan..
oops, ade jgk bad things yg die dpt..kalo kene marah@x bg ape yg die nak..die akan ckap ...NDANG!!smbil angkat kaki..
ish..ish..ish..ni la yg dinamakan BERTUAH..ye tak??

~sambungan citer harith~

tak sampai sehari harith kat isolation wad, ptg tu arnd 4pm,slps 2times check condition harith, the doc bg harith balik umah n sambung quarantin kat umah..die kate harith xde complication such as hard to breathe etc, xray lung die pon clear cume smbung mkn Tamiflu(antiviral for h1n1)for 5 days..alhamdulillah..from ape yg doc ckp dah cukup menenangkan hati n makin kuat hati aku mengatakan yg xde virus h1n1 dlm body die..
Keesokan harinye kat umah, aku risau nape demam harith x baik2, smpi satu tahap badan n kepala die panas sgt n both his hands n feet sejuk sgt..mr sheh suggest bawak harith g jsh pulak..aku pon orait jek..xleh nak pk ape2 time tu..
Kat jsh,the doc check harith lagi n dgn cool nye die ckp harith needs antibiotic rather than antiviral..but he still soh abiskan antiviral..
slps sehari mkn antibiotic, demam harith dah berkurang(not as panas as b4)menguatkan lg kate hati aku yg harith is free fr h1n1 virus..but tho temp dah kurang but demam still x fully baik lg..hati aku dah lega sikit..
slps 4 days,keadaan still same,demam on/off, batuk sikit2..harith active skejap.. bile bdn die panas, die flat balik..ape lg yg x kene eh??
tghari khamis, sheh dapt call fr GH bgtau yg result swap harith is +ve for h1n1 virus..mase mr sheh bgtau aku..sekali lg aku nangis sakan..time tu aku fikir nape la Allah uji aku dgn ujian yg mcm ni??aku takkuuttt sgt...aku takut aku x sanggup nak hadapi ujian2 yg akan dtg pasni..Aku x caye, aku call lg sekali GH, n still bende yg same aku dpt, derang mtk bwk harith dtg wad isolation tu balik esok pagi nye..nurse tu siap bgtau aku, nothing to worry sbb aku bgtau yg harith dah baik, demam dah krg, no batuk or selsema..die kate, doc just nak check n in touch wif affcted kids utk tgk dev derang..aku x sabo2 nak tgu esok..hrpan aku tinggi..
we all smpi GH arnd kul 10, n the doc mmg tgh tgu patient2 yg +ve..after routine check ups, n melihatkan harith yg nmpk dah far..far...better, the doc bgtau ktorg yg the virus usually akan mati +/- 7 days..slps mkn antiviral n since today is the 5th day, doc soh smbg mkn Tamiflu tu for another 5 days to make sure sume virus tu mampos(doc x use this word, aku yg geram ngn virus yg dok dlm badan anak aku yg tah mane dtgnye..)
Doc jgk bgtau yg Tamiflu ni skrg dah bole beli kat hosp/clinic private lain sbb b4 ni hny bole dpt kat GH..so, klu ade symptoms pasni,bole cpt2 beli antiviral ni..sure mahal skrg ni..but better mkn antiviral ni dulu sbb nak tgu result kuar,takes time..better take early than sorry..ye tak??
Sehingga hari ni(sunday), dah 2 hari harith x demam n he is now kembali aktif spt dulu..alhamdulillah,syukran ya Allah..but ubat ttap aku bg sehingga ke titisan terakhir..
Lastly, aku nak sgt meng'express'kan ucapan time kaseh aku yg pertama buat my mum yg sgt2 mbantu dr sgl aspect(maklumla,ex-staff nurse,treatment kat umah mcm kat hosp),thanx momma..my sisters yg selalu meng'cool'kan aku wpon die pon nangis same,sedara mara yg sgt prihatin ngn perkmbgn harith, n x dilupekn kwn2 yg byk mendoakan..time kaseh byk2 frens..

hari2 yg akan ku ingat seumur hidup

Dah byk aku bace n dengar kat paper/tv pasal inf A(h1n1) ni..risau tu mmg la ada..tmbhan lg harith demam tetibe ptg sabtu..tu yg ptg ahad lps mase mr sheh ajak gi bestmart beli lauk for the week,aku x kasi mimin n harith ikut, soh derang dok umah je..tetibe perasaan takut terober plak time tu..n otw balik tu aku siap soh sheh singgah farmasi sbb aku nak beli face mask, nak soh sume family member aku pakai gi keje/school esok..mase aku soh mimin try pki mask tu, die siap kate, if my teacher ask me,why i cover my mouth, i'll tell her i got h1n1...nauzubillah budak ni..tu yg kuar dr mulut die..
mlm tu slps sehari mkn ubat demam harith still x baik..pelik jgk,sbb derang ni kalo demam lps mkn ubat sekali dua sure dah baik..aku x sedap ati..mlm tu kitorg bwk harith g klinik yg same..tp klinik tu dah x nak amik org lg sbb org dah ramai..n die nak ttp kul 10, so kitorg terus g klinik lain..lps check harith,doc tu kate harith ade astma..then aku bgtau la yg harith x penah ade history astma b4 this..doc tu kate obvious n die soh pegi hosp..
lps dinner mlm tu, kitorg trs g putri specialist..masyaAllah..ramainye org kat emergency tu..n staff kat situ bgtau yg ward room dah full n if anythg serious diorg akan admit kat hosp lain but johor specialist pon dah penoh jgk..so, the only choice is kempas medical centre..
Smpi kat kmc, MO kat situ check mcm biase n derang inform yg sblm admit, nak kene wat nasal swap test dulu for inf A sbb derang x leh admit patient inf A..kalo +ve, kitorg kene bwk gi GH jgk..Nasal swap tu sng je procedure die..just amik specimen fr hidung harith n the result kene tgu for 15 mins..time tu nervous pon ade..dup..dap..dup..dap.. jantung aku..but aku believe x mungkin harith kene penyakit bahaya yg byk meragut nyawa tuh..
after 15mins,mamat lab tu kuar from lab die ngan sekeping paper..n bagi kat mr sheh kat dlm room, mak aku pon msk gak, aku stay kat luar sbb aku takut nak tgk sndiri..x lame tu, mak aku kuar nangis2 n sheh bgtau aku yg harith +ve inf A!!!Tuhan je yg tau perasaan aku time tu..lutut ngan tgn aku yg tgh dukung harith terus lembik n menggigil..yg kuar dr mulut aku just..tipula b..tipula b..pastu sheh jwb,bende2 mcm ni huby x tipula..mmg aku tau x mgkin die tipu,cume aku nak menafikan jgk result test tu..
MO kat KMC tu soh we all bawak harith cpt2 ke GH..n die pesan we all kene mkn vit C n minum air masak byk2..aku dah x pedulik ape die ckp..aku trs bwk harith msk kete tgl kan mak aku,mimin n sheh yg settlekan bill..dlm kete tu aku nangis puas2..n berdoa yg harith bkn kene virus h1n1..
smpi GH, lps register,harith kene jumpe ngan MO kat sane plak..b4 tu,disebabkan temp die tinggi time tu nurse kat situ lap2 kan badan n kepala die(bukan lap sbnrnye..mcm jirus je air kat bdn die)but itu la care yg plg effective utk turunkan suhu badan..lps doc check buat kali ke 3 sebenarnye utk mlm tu, arnd kul 2 barulah masuk wad..
kat ward, sekali lg harith kene check, n amik darah..punyela die jerit x hingat pny..time tu parents kene kuar..sedeh jek dgr die meraung2 panggil mama!!mama!!atit!!akut!!time tu aku dah cool sikit..sbb MO kat emergency tadi kata not all +ve inf A is h1n1..sebenarnye aku still xleh terime hakikat if he's really ade virus h1n1 tu..n mlm tu after di interview oleh doc kat ward tu psl history harith,aku n harith tdo kat wad isolasi blok b..bersama2 2 org bdk yg +ve h1n1 n 4 org lg yg suspected while mr sheh balik umah wif my mum..n dtg balik early in d morning..
spnjg mlm tu aku x tdo sebenarnye..mcm2 perasaan aku rase..mcm2 bende aku fikir..n mcm2 assumptions aku wat..ditambah plk harith yg x tdo sgt..sekejap2 die jerit atit..atit!!trauma agaknye kene amik darah tadi..or maybe die xleh nyenyak sbb panas gile wad tu..berpeluh2 ngan aku2 sekali rase nak meletup..lmbt plk rasenye hari nak pagi..
Akhirnye pagi pon tibe, nurse kat situ soh aku bwk harith masuk treatment room utk amik swap,both nasal(amik fr hidung,mcm kat KMC) n throat(amik fr tekak)..sekali lg harith menjerit2..wpon x sakit pon..nurse tu kate result swap test tu bole tau within 1 wk..makk aiii...lame nye aku nak tgu..sesungguhnye penantian tu satu penyiksaan..
pjg betul entry aku nih..nnt aku smbg dlm nx entry yeh..